Another night gone, done and over with. It wasn't to bad, my feet finally seem to be getting used to these 8 hour shifts. I didn't have to take any tylenol tonight. That was most excellent. We weren't very busy, so I occupied my time by cleaning. I cleaned everything, that could be cleaned. That place was spotless when I left. It felt good. But I still can't wait till I go on vacation again. I don't know if I'm going to Pennslyvania or not, but I surely hope I get to go. I need some time away, and I need some time with people who I can actually call friends. People who are genuine and not two faced, and who I know like me for me. That is sometimes hard to come by here. I can count on one hand the people that are true, here in Beckley. Even fewer left at home. All gone, and moved away, such is life.
I'm feeling good today. Nothing has bothered me in a while. It's like water off a ducks back. Its stupid to worry about things, it's futile to care so much. So I don't. Do what you want to do, I don't care anymore...just be happy with life. That's all anyone is trying to be is happy.
I once knew a guy named Happy. Happy Jason Sigmond. He eventually started going by Jason. Hadn't thought of him in a while. I wonder whatever happened to good ole Happy. Oh well.
So anyway, life is good for now. No worries. Just taking it day by day....well it's time to sleep I suppose. Until Laters.
Anonymous
July 15 2005, 22:37:03 UTC 6 years ago
Happy
Happy is not himself (lol) these days. My old friend, his name Depression, finally stopped bothering me. People hated him and hated me for sticking around him. I finally told him off and now I have some of of them back. Its never the same though. God I hate that guy.Dick Tracy is totally on Starz! right now. If you have never seen the movie, please watch it.
You dont know me. So this must be weird. Sometimes I click on links for hours and I just happened to find this journal thing. I wouldnt be able to do it, online journaling, I think I tried it before on Diaryland. I suppose if I was a woman I could! Anyways, I read your "hungry" post and it troubles me greatly. In that, I have taken slight interest.
July 17 2005, 01:13:48 UTC 6 years ago
Try to take good care of yourself and I hope you find some peace soon.